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It hurts when someone you love so much doesn’t feel the same,
It hurts even more when your heart's breaking and u can’t cry,
One thing that haunts me every day and every night is your name,
I’ll say I’m happy for you, but you know it’s all a lie.


I told myself I would never come in between you and your girl,
I know you happy with her, I can see it in your eyes, I can hear it in your voice,
My heart breaks every time you say that she’s your girl,
I wanted to be your girl but I guess I was never your first choice.


Looking at you, looking at her, I wondered if I could’ve made you happy,
Your smile, your laughter, your face and your voice is burned in my head,
But then again I don’t think I could’ve ever made you happy,
Sometimes thinking about you and her makes me want to die instead.


I promised myself that I will continue loving you no matter what,
I also promised myself that I will never seize your happiness,
I cannot lie but my love for you will never part,
I promise you I will be by your side if you’re ever in pain or sadness,
This is my promise to you as a FRIEND and as someone who loves you dearly.